kiffy~

So like wahts up!!!!!!! haha.

2010-11-30T05:19:00.000-08:00

WELCOME BACK TO BLOGGING KIFFY!

we missed your you!

Its good to be back. i think ah. haha.

Lifes been aite. Could be better. I need to put in more effort lorh.

Havent bought a single ciggy since march 24th. Money saved!

But i spend it on food and now my tummy is growing.

Have to get fit by april. For Napfa. Omg la. Sure if i do now faint in like 5 mins?

Need to start studying also. Common test so near. Then term break. Hit gym ah!

I swear if i got fit. I would be much more handsome. HAHA. K sorry.

Wish my hair will grow faster. Wanna dread at least once in my life. Even if just for a few months.

Guess ill be regularly bloggin now. All i need are readers? Heh.

Then again, blog might already be dead with tumblr and livejournal.

Go back to blogspot people!

Write waht u feel, not steal quotes. Express yourself through words, not through browsing.

Make your own quotes. Write you own problems. Im just saying.

Till the next post yo.

I love jiggly butts. Nyaha.

like FINALLY?! haha.

2010-07-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

lets not state the obvious
haha

today i baked my first potato.
yes i baked a potato
took over an hour
no its not hard
its the waiting time that kills
haha

officially over 4months of smoke free life
i cant say i don want to go back
at times i still do
guess i just have to no to ? haha

oh yes im gona do my best to stop saying/typing the words Fuck.
and the world famous LOL.
yes im gona stop.
laugh if u think its not possible.
i will prove you wrong.

schools ending. everyone rejoice!
fasting during holidays
crap
how to go out?
so many ppl to meet.
bleargh.

can somebody answer me the question why?
you dont miss the water till the well runs dry.
-Craid David

truthfully tell me. am i handsome?
no im not thick face.
i just wana know.

my life is boring. i need something to do, a job. a girlfriend. or wahtever.
my teen days are soon to be over.
im on the last leg
Nineteen
when i hit the ty.
theres no going back
twenty, thirty. forty, fifty, sixty
and so forth.

i write snips of alot of subjects dont i?
weird isnt it?
well i think it is.
but thats just the way i write?
i guess.
who reads my blog anyways?
you there. reading this
do tell me u read
cause then maybe ill update more

music over girls. anytime. ;D

2010-03-21T00:58:00.000-07:00

Theres no love like a mothers love.

This love has no equal.

This love is unquestionable.

This love is everlasting.

This love is unwavering.

This love is true.

Im here to applaud and thank all the MOMS, in the world. For this love. This love that is what made me smile. Is what i want you all to realize.

i LOVE my MOM. dont u ever dare say bad about her.

This is thanx to you kal. Making me write. I havent done so in over a year! ._.lll

2010-03-21T00:12:00.001-07:00

Man has made inventions that has made life easier. Such as the escalator and elevator. No one wants to take the stairs anymore. Thus leading to fat people such as myself. they made things yet many dont see the disadvantages as a threat. such as NUCLEAR BOMBS. those things will kill the god damn universe. Homo sapiens is a fancy name. Yet they deem us to have evolved from MOKEYS. i say fuck you. i am in no way an evolved creature of a monkey. coz my front tail is superior to his! such as a man invented a cup to hold water. he did not think of spilling. We humans take what we want. like we OWN the world. i say we are wrong. And one day we will regret. And we shall weep. For we have brought doom to everything. We homo sapiens are but pest to this earth. Its time we got eradicated.

Chapter One.

The rain poured into the streets of Lightway avenue. The drains were doing well. How small holes can make a street not flooded is fascinating. To most though, it is overlooked. Like many things in their lives. Have they ever spared a thought of how it made life easier. And id they did. How much effort and time was put into making them? How did they even deemed this as a problem to be solved? The world has evolved too much. Too fast. The world is crumbling and we are now frantic to save it. As i light my pipe and took a drag. She walked right past my car. She was early. I did not expect this. As soon as she disappeared behind the door. I followed. Her name. Was Alexis. A scientist. Researching on human DNA[deoxyribonucleic acid]. Shes the leading researcher. I watched as mahogany hair whistled past the stairs. It was a habit of hers. I found it cute. I took the elevator and reached the 8th level first and hid behind a wall. Seconds later i heard loud panting and the clinking of keys. As the door knob clicked open, I threw on my face mask and followed her in.

I was wearing a meta material that allowed light to pass through. It seems far fetched but it is possible. Well in the future that is. In any case i was now invisible. Alexis was unaware. She took her cloak off and went into her room. Turned the heater on, undressed and went into the shower. I should have probably revealed myself but as it is, her shower room door was made of glass. So i decided to wait. And entertained myself for abit . I took off my mask, sat down and lit my pipe. She had a nice figure mind you. Minutes later she came out. Saw me. And screamed. It hurt my ears. She took the bible frm her bedside table to protect herself. I laughed. Hysterically. I waved my hand and the bible was flung from her hands. I released endorphins into the air and calmed her. I then walked over to her and offered my hand. "My name is Dr.Mauler. I am from the future. And i need your help.", i said with a wide toothy smile plastered on my face.

i LOVE turkey! haha.

I NEED TO FUCKING UPDATE MORE OFTEN

2010-02-21T07:15:00.000-08:00

haha.

went to uhhhhhhh

spotlight

pic of the day. ;D

this is my serious face. lloll. sersiously. i need to update more often. im sure those hu do read. AGREES! idk why i dont do it. it just seems tht typing long paragraphs. just ain invting. nyaha

exam tmr. and im still slacking. wonderful. then again. thts how ive always been.

cousins have been awesome. the older ones are getting married away. soon. crap. i do feel old. 19. omfg. 21 in 2 years. how old can i be. i need to get a gf. been too long going on w/o one. lloll.

i need the EXPERIENCE. right? haha. so yeah. i like to play pool! u shld too! haha.

so ive found out many things. for one. a fren of mine finds bra constricting. (rimas) as she said it. I HAD NO IDEA. i tot bras made woman feel more comfortable. support. better cleavage. prevent sagging! and waht not. its benefits are why they are so god damn expensive! right? i mean 79.90 for a bra? compare tht material amount to a top shop dress. i mean. u dont even show off ur bra to ppl. lest ur doing something lusty at night. haha.

oh and i met a younf MJ enthusiast. omg. shes so brave to go out around town! (plaza sing) looking like a mini MJ!

POSING! haha. so cute.

Mj forever. ;D

while pool-ing. i decided to practice being a gurkha! sleeping while standing up. pretending my cue is a extremely long MP5. haha

it was fun! but i lost all the way. and i was pissed. i was super suay! omg man

got kunai's as a necklace. but i need a better string. like a metal chain string. anyone knows where i can get one?

will be muchly appreciated! ;D

so lifes like that

we question waht life is

i say its waht u make i to be

theres no such thing as no life

for if u had no life

well ud be dead

wldnt u?

never question nor ponder on waht could have happened

for ull get stuck in the other possibility

and u blame urself for getting into the other side of the trousers.

u cant go back.

no one can.

make the best of it.

dont get hung on the PAST.

move on!

move along

for time is not waiting for u.

oh and another thing.

the best way to deal with pain?

is to DEAL with it,

he lied and broke ur heart?

CONFRONT him

not suffer on ur own

saying no its ok.

its better this way.

i cant stand to look at him

ill forget him

oh god.

wake up WOMEN

he did u wrong.

why do u have to suffer more

why cant u be straightforward

tell him ur pissed

be mad

fuck him up

make him feel something

guilt

sadness

anything

u are more thn a heap of pleasure

thrown away at the slightest of wimp

you deserve better,

scientifically proven:

to forget pain

u have to confront it as soon as it happens

test have proved this to be true.

so suck it up.

now u know waht to do.

excuses are void.

i LOVE milk tea. TEH peng TEH peng. haha. chapapa. ;D

heres the gurkha practice!~

2010-01-11T02:23:00.001-08:00

first off. langkawi PICS!

here u go!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2041865&id=1050919615

HAHA.

so lazy to upload sia.

but the pics are there.

u can add me up also yeah. ;D

so langkawi was quite fun~

got into bat caves

took boat ride

ate here and there

food there so not nice

ok ok only

ntg to shop about there.

the cable car was awesome!~

the view

is zomg!

u must go there

breathtaking i tell u

i almost hyperventilated.

haha

for more info

please contact akif

he will tell u more about the trip in detail

his email is at the side

his phone number is 91837141

i take this chance also to give out my number

coz apparently

EVERYONE is changing phones

or LOSING their contacts

i have no idea why.

so do take it down

pfft.

well schs started

its been great

i am no longer sitting alone

haha

and also

i have a new haircut. ;D

(oh and new specs.)

Amaciam?

BAIK AHHHH~ lloll

Doink,

Sumpah kelakar. lloll

so yeah.
snapshotsssss. ;D

the wind of change breezes past
often to some
late for others
but the wind does come

it will take u away
show u light
and u see everything differently
ur captivated

u feel awkward
u feel like u need something
u feel it coming
change

it happens to everyone
fear not of it
embrace it
and be who you perceive urself to be

i LOVE hair~ like mine. haha. awesome hairstyles give me orgasms. i swear. ;D

Pics. Like massive.

2009-12-25T21:44:00.000-08:00

Langkawi pics will be up when im not lazy.
it will be massive.
await it.
lloll.
till then
loves~

i Love You. yes you. ;D

HOLIDAY

2009-12-19T07:06:00.000-08:00

GOING TO LANGKAWI!
*whistles*
lloll
first pic. ever!
epic. lloll

will upload pics when i get back?
maybe

not sure
like lazy like tht
lloll
next post will have pics!
makes a blog much more appealing?
appetizing to read
no?

oh well.
gona do my best to enjoy my hols.
hopefully the food wont make me got rugby!
(say rugby fast continously.)
if ur still too dumb to get it.
say it backwards.(by syllable! not letter.)

there u go. thanx to nabil my bro
hes kinda smart
only in these thigng ah
and being a nurse.

so yeah
will see(most likely chat ah. like duhhhhh. oh u can webcam. lloll.)
u all on thurs eh.
may th days w.o me be not of longing
but eagerness for my return
goosenight all.
and goose morning.

i LOVE holidays. ;D

Get this straight u insolent fools. Ill help u remember.

2009-11-29T19:17:00.000-08:00

LOVE

waht is it with u people

falling in love?

love hurts?

i need love?

oh cmon

love=bf/gf

seriously?

uve got it WRONG

insolent fools

ill help u remember

ill take u back to the times

where there was love like no other

where u knew nothing

u did everything wrong

and was always forgiven

where u were fed

clothed

cleaned

and cared for

the time where u were so young

u recall nothing

but ur parents and aunts

and uncles

and grandmas

and grandpas

and ur cousins

showered u with gifts.

love

care

and toys

and again i say

LOVE.

then there was a time

where u went to sch

and u met other people

and then u made friends

and then out of these friends

u find a BEST friend

who loved u

and still do

and knows more about u

than the LOVE u confide in

ur "gf/bf"

your misconception is love hurts

for i do know

and i swear by my own life

that love doesnt hurt.

yes u may have ur differences

yes u do fight

yes u do get hurt

but love heals

love is forgiving

think about it

u say love hurts

but waht really hurts

is the ABSENCE of love

its when he has no feelings for u anymore

when she cheats on u

when he used you

when she two-faced you.

love doesnt hurt

i swear by my life.

i dare you to say otherwise

for love is something not to frowned upon

u have ur loved ones.

never think u need to find love.

love will come

to those who love

not to those hu search for it

for its always around

never to be found

only to be acknowledged

only to be recognised

only to those

who

love.

i LOVE peach. again i say this. for i really do. plus. its pink. nyaha.

My first Love.

2009-11-01T21:55:00.001-08:00

Its beauty, unrivaled.

when it speaks.

it resonates my soul.

when it beats.

i go breathless.

it clouds me from the outside.

when it plays for me.

i lose myself.

its hypnotic.

its enticing.

its my first love.

Music and sound quality over girls.

any day. any time. anywhere.

Soul shaking.

i LOVE lyrics. music. bass. great sound systems. oh and everything else taht has to do with it. ;D

irony at best

2009-10-23T07:28:00.001-07:00

and so u say this

u say that

u convinced me to stay

yet ur actions

they prove ur words otherwise

had u any IDEA

how i felt

it was irony at best.

tell me now

how many of u have tried to grab something wonderful

only to lose it to someone else.

and to make matters worse

it went the other way

when u were jsut in reach

oh i know it sucks.

its heart wrenching.

and ur back to fucking square one

watching love from a far seat

oh ive been there

for 18 years and counting

(im talking about the special one here. not frens and family. their love doesnt falter.)

im not the only one tho

most of the times im cool with it

there are just times i wonder

how does it feel

to have someone always there for u

yeah well ur parents always are.

but at my age.

we dont really talk tht much now do we?

its just different

somehow having that special someone

seems to make people go oh so crazy

they seem different

when they are with them

they are softer

when they are with them

the world doesnt matter

its magical

like a rainbow during a scorching day

like sunlight during the rain

like, well the emotion of love.

i have yet to dip my feet into the water

of pain and pleasure

love hurts

the only cure is to love more

does it really work tht way?

i would like to know

does love overcome everything?

i wana know

does love make u feel invincible

i wana know

does love uplift u

wana

know.

thru all the pain uve gone thru

u still keep searching

is love taht addictive?

or is it just alluring?

or is it to some

an accessory to have a bf/gf ?

it is becoz everyone else have them

why not me?

is it the trend?

it a wicked world out there

nothing is waht it seems

i wana find the truth

the story of love

tainted by none of deceit

i want to know its clarity

i want it pure.

to carve it myself.

so intricate

ull get lost

so beautiful

ull never want to throw it away

give me the chance

let me investigate the perfect love

if i could be a part of your world

leave all this behind

i will investigate a perfect life with u

if i could put it in another way

if words could make it right

i want to investigate a perfect love with you

This could be perfect. -Sugarcult:Investigation.

i LOVE the emotion: Love. its magical.

School's in. Booooooooooooo la.

2009-10-18T10:24:00.000-07:00

so.

hair cut.

dyed black.

now short.

awaiting it to lengthen.

do help if u have any methods to quicken this. ;D

so like i said

and then there was change

we live our lives.

getting comfortable in a circle we built.

then.

BOOM.

change.

and ur totally messed up.

now waht do u do?

like always.

we humans ADAPT.

its a cycle.

everyone knows.

yet when they get hit.

they;re all like.

ah shit.

now waht.

i cant go back to the past.

im stuck!

to this i say.

reach up.

even if theres nothing.

always.

reach up.

never back down.

i wana live like i know when im leaving.

will that then change the way i look at things?

will taht change the man i was to become.

will i care not.

and be reckless.

a fren said taht it wld be wonderful to be like the ppl in FlashForward.

i say otherwise.

u live in fear.

if u see death,

despair,

and destruction.

elated when u see promotions

and meeting the love of ur life.

but really?

it takes life out of ur hands.

or forged by your own.

let life be a surprise.

i pray for that much.

i have much on my mind.

idk waht to put down.

sometimes its hard to interpret wht im trying to say.

but thats just how i am.

being alone is not being by yourself.

being alone.

is being without you.

lead me to the path i belong.

the path i seek.

guide me with ur light.

tear me away frm the shadows.

where i lay dormant.

for there was nothing to reach up to.

but now i know

reaching up.

pushes you.

till the day comes.

when someone passes by.

and helps u out.

time will tell.

never rush things.

for time.

will.

tell.

i fell into a hole.

a hole i dug myself.

a hole meant for me

a hole i fell over.

so i sit.

staring up.

grabbing dirt.

and watching it pour down my hand.

ragged and dirty.

tired and sweaty.

yet i feel no need to get up.

to get out.

i dug this hole.

a hole meant for me.

a hole i dug.

for me intended.

i heard a voice whisper.

as the days wore on.

each day.

it whispered.

reach up.

just reach up.

i heeded none of it.

the voice.

an ominous anonymity,

i declared.

oblivious to it i became.

the hole i dug.

the hole meant for me.

the hole seems to go deeper.

the hole seems to get darker.

the whispers got louder.

now not just a voice.

but voices.

it trinkled down my ear.

and it finally hit a spark in my heart.

and i stood.

reaching up.

i reached till my muscles strained.

i reached till my sweat made a pool under my feet.

i reached till i almost lost hope.

yet the voices spurred me on.

days went by,

and soon i saw a hand come down

i was saved,

frm the hole.

the hole i dug myself.

a hole meant for me.

meant for me to be saved from.

sometimes u gota let them be,

till they've fallen hard.

for then they will lsiten

for then they will heed.

for then they will change.

rush nothing.

risk everything.

live for somthing higher,

die for something.

i LOVE the oldies. take me back to the 70;s!

Wii.Pool.Shisha. SWITCHFOOT!

2009-10-06T12:11:00.000-07:00

so went out today.
met wei guang at je near to 1
he was as always.
late!
trained to somerset
met them at idk waht room its called.
tk,jacq and steph were wii-ing
sidenote: i havent met these bunch for months.
haha
played bleach
got owned by tk
but i owned wg
then the wii give problem.
disc wasnt going in.
then when it finally did
it was not a co-op game
then go change again
played carsssssss
haha
steph beat jacq
lightning vs the old man
i beat wg.
peace van vs (i cant recall)
then wg vs tk.
wii shut off.
time up.
lloll

went to eat at bbq chicken
i cant bilif koreans like chicken!
i mean.
huh?
and the stupid ads they showing.
the girls were cute.
but they only showed their god dang fried chicken,
when their shop was named.
well
bbq chicken!
retardedddd

bla bla bla

played pool!
i won 3 games straight.
nyaha
give jacq chance also win.
waht to dooo

aishah came
then went to far east
ate chicken rice
franjly speaking it wasnt nice
then 167-ed to raffles hotel
and 2-ed(its legs. 2 of them u have there. walking.) to the shisha place
wanted peach
but as always.
wasnt fucking available.
oh great!
so went for sweet melon
was nice
ate hummus
but they so not including the pita bread
so bought also.
then lo and behold
it wasn't enough
then bought another
it was 4 bucks per basket
BASKET!

then went to topshop
checked things out
then to aldo accesories
steph bought bangles
way niceeee
haah
jealous somewaht
xD

ohhhhhhh
ekin saw me!
said i am HUGE
and she so short
i swear i din see her
even tho i was looking ard
did i like
looked OVER her?
lloll

all in all
it was a fun day
oh and yeah
SWITCHFOOT rocks ok.
the lyrics are deep
the music soothing the soul.
all hu appreciates music.
have a listen
i swear ull be uplifted.

red
blue
pink
black
yellow
green
paths coded by colour
each different
each holding memories
each representing ur walk.

lifes not just fun and games
its everything
forget not
frm the days u were nurtured
to the day u learned how to breathe
forget not the happy times
nor the sad times
forget not the heartache
nor the pleasure
forgot not the hate
nor the love.

this is a walk to remember
its the walk of life.
till u walked to the ends of time.
ull look back and see a sprectrum of colours.
ur walk
ur path.
ur life.
no one elses would ever be the same.
the journey is but all there is.

i LOVE peach. like seriously. i do. ;D

Day Late Friend.

2009-09-28T11:28:00.000-07:00

went to safra jurong today
with sam my man
haha
my step cousin
been some time since we last met
he was itching for l4d
i was not
we went anyway
2.30 per hour
wtf?
2 for members
oh god
nonsensical.
we payed 4.70
over host 2 hours by 2 mins also count eh?
leechers!

went to lib
ade fine siaaaaaa
pay lorh
and got my book!
beyond the shadows.
part 3 of the night angel trilogy
god its had to put down
ill ravage it tmr or wed
since im going out tmr
to all book reader.
READ THIS BOOK!
its so god dang exhilarating

well well now listening to the bravery and depeche mode remix is so dang awesome
and then com Glamorous by fergie haha
it has a nice beat
then i came across an old song i was once addicted to
Aberlin. Day late fren.
its an awesome band i swear
those hu went to baybeats wld have seen them
hit ur chest twice and show 3 fingers
if u like anberlin as much as i do
nyaha

so i have a PLAN
i plan on going,
to the beach,
at 5,
and find a dang awesome place with unobstructed view of the sea,
and the horizon,
lay a mat and sit,
with a basket of packed sandwiched,
green tea and aything else my throat desires that day,
and wait for the sunset to come by,
after taht,
dinner comes,
heartily eating such divine invention of humans,
meat in between bread,
ingenious!
then lay down,
with a half full stomach,
or full,
and stargaze,
and fall to such a peaceful sleep,
or not,
then to awake,
and watch the sun rise,
and ill feel too lazy to go home
but then again,
who would want to such a beauty.

all i need now is someone,or ppl,
to go with,
yes it may seem irrational,
or even boring,
but then im asking those hu appreciate the beauty in waht i see,
not you,
yes you,
dont look ard or pfft and link to another bloggy,
im not done yet,

(far wanted to go, but she cant go home late, it wld have been marvellous if she cld stay)

on the beach overlooking the horizon
i await the setting of the sun
time ticks ever so slowly
the ocean breeze brushing against skin
the trees swaying with melody
all waiting
watching
anticipation grabs

the sun slowly desecnds
trascending the logic of mankind
as it turns frm yellow to dark orange
captivating ur soul
it beats down hotter than just a few moments back
the wind blew fiercer
the ocean glimmered with excitement
the sun round
sonn becomes just a semi
a quarter
and soon u see the moon replacing it in the now
dark blue sky

stars start to shimmer in sight
and so i lay on back
gazing at twinkling stars
and the bright full mooon.
i saw beauty at its prime.

now tell me u dont want to do it
after imagining waht i just wrote,
coz if u still dont.
now u can link away.

to all those who see waht i see.
swoon upon the might of nature,
we humans are just pest of its existence.
be grateful,

i LOVE beauty, its captibating. touching my soul.

This is just EFFING wonderful

2009-09-25T11:38:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmmm
so besides having her constantly rubbing my thoughts
(oh i do miss you)
but its kinda irritating
now my lappy is condemned
ohhhhhhhh how wonderful!
been 4 weeks of holidays~
3 weeks left
and i have yet to go out and have some fun
to let the sun beat down
then find shelter laughing till my balls ache
raining smiles like it was a storm of the century
yes
yet to happen
pffffft
so with no lappy
im here on the desktop
i had to WAIT
till my sis wanted to sleep
oh god
does this suck

i was asked by CARROT. (miss ya hun)
to go to PLAY
apparently there was an event
starts at 11
low and behold
i still have a goddamn curfew
be home by 12 son!
yet so i get calls at 10 asking when im coming
did i ever tell u guys i never had a childhood?
my mom was so protective
she bought us ps1 and gameboys
just so we wld stay home with entertaiment. ._.lll
all i recall was playing marbles secretly when i had extra calss and time to spare
and i was allowed only to go out on raya
when i was in p5
now thats just ugly.
i think.
so i beg u god.
ive missed childhood
let me live my teens'
as many of u wld know
the night is whre the life starts
my parents know
yet its not for me
really now?
im 18
ppl think i look 20,21,24,26
cmonnnnnnnnn
im a big ass man for my age
i may look weak
but i can handle myself
like seriously.
let me go.
let me live.
am i wrong here?
do tell.
im up for opinions,
to cease these feelings of unjust,

i swear im eating like a pig
i gain wayyyyyyy more weight
and my tummys getting wayyyyyyy rounder
but its alllll gooood.
coz i dont really care much
tho i will start shaping up after raya
no not because i think im too fat
or too ugly
nono
its coz i reliased waht an ass NS will be
and with indian as my race.
oh boy
army is written all over me
and yes the benefit will be looking way more nicer
haha
but thats the side pleasure
why NS now swimming in my mind?
coz my cuzz just completed his
and one more is going in next year
fuckkkkkk
i dont have much TIME
now do i?
urgh
singapore can be such a thumb up ur ass at thumbs eh?
i know u agree. ;D

life is an adventure
nothings gained,
if nothings ventured,
dont be maimed,
let ur spirits run wild,
even just for a lil while.

ull see the difference im sure. ;D

i LOVE chocolates. sweet milk. Hevenly white. And ohhhhhh sinful dark.

sidenote: Coffee. Chocolate. Men. we women want them all RICH. hahahhaha.

Lets start anew

2009-09-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

and so i haved moved.

to the beloved of many

blogspot!

haha

blogdrive was driving me nuts

when i create this one

it dint allow me to type a body

thus i cldnt inform ppl of my changed linked

ah heck.

raya is around

happy raya all!

may smiles shower us

(money too)

nyaha

will be updating soon.

as i start anew.

the song thats playing is kinda portraying it. ;D

i LOVE rainbow.